My "Give A Damn" is Busted!!!!

Mood: Calm: =) {kinda sleepy ~_~}
Listening to: Here's to Finding a Good Man By Danielle Peck

It's mid-September and I haven't been posting for awhile. Kinda busy with the rest of my life. Trials all month, and still I have one paper left. w0w, and that's not the end! :-( Okay, after so long, my hand's ain't working as fast as it used to, and a few of my friends asked me why I don't have a Follow Me button at the bottom. Well the answer for that might be - IDK! hehehe... Messing my head, getting lazy these few days! I gotta shake this feeling off before I completely blank-out! Okay well, I just discovered Jo Dee Messina, Danielle Peck and Teri Clark. And currently addicted to Jo Dee Messina... The title for this post itself says it!

It's been quite long since I penned anything. So after a long time, I gave it a shot!

Here goes a poor attempt;

There she stood, with her both eyes glistening with tears and beside me, he stood.  I wasn’t expecting this to happen. I never thought she’d come back. But fate was meddling and no one can bet a nickel to what might happen next. Life isn’t a smooth road of highway, anyway.

I hold on to his arm, he’s young but strong arms. She kept her eyes on him most of the time. But made some glances at me as I sighed.  I knew exactly what she had in mind. I was scared of what might happen. Will this be it? Will I lose him too soon?? Then reality hit me in the head, not very hard, but hard enough to bring me back to my senses, he loved me. That clears everything. Isn’t it everything?

She should have thought twice before she had left his side, the side that now belongs to me. Too bad life didn’t turn out the way she mapped it. She should have done it with pencil, but she didn’t because she was too confident with her stupid mind, that it would be right every time. And at my side of the world, my luck swept me off my feet and straight to where I am now. Just the place I had longed too. A place where every little girls dream of to be when they grow up.

She took a step closer, and I grabbed on to his arm. She swayed closer, and I tightened my grip.  This time, it wasn’t going down without a fight to remember. I’m not going to let her turn the clock back. She had her way, but now the ball is in my court and I decide her faith.

She lowered her head as soon as she was on her feet and just a couple of inches away from us. Her crocodile tears came out of nowhere. Here we go again, the oldest trick in the book. But I hope she just don’t underestimate just who she is dealing with.

I am not sure where I'm going with this - but soon I'll come up with the whole story - Just like I always do! I have tution this evening, and I'm not sure if I'll have time anymore to write ^_^
Here's a toast for a good week ahead! =]

Fade away. . . .

Mood; Little Annoyed :P

Listening to: According to you - Orianthi

No - it's not another journal post. Just kind of like an update! :)

It's funny how sometimes, I feel like I want to write something, but don't exactly know what to write. As if I'm thrown into a trance all of a sudden. Life's Good! no, no - it's not about LG. It's about my life. I think I have it under control.

First time my post has nothing to do with my random title. And I also uploaded a random picture which has nothing to do with my post. Loving it! That's the problem with me now days - I keep doing random things for no rhyme and reason. My random decisions are throwing me into a dilemma.

- I got my SPM Trials Time table and I'm feeling chills in my bones. Anyway, got things covered - I guess! I don't want to regret, no I ain't a farmer's daughter anymore.

- Sorry. Can't seem to believe those words you said. It's pathetic after everything you've put me through , you got the nerve to tell me something like that. :P I hope cupid forgets you exist.

- Tired and exhausted  after a whole week of school - tomorrow = Bengkel PA! Can't wait! Just a month to go for my Trials. God Bless Me!

 A toast to the Random ME!! =D
Fade Away??? =]

Dear Sleep,

Mood; Relaxed.

Listening to; Sick Of You - Selena Gomez

Just back from school, tired and I need sleep very badly! Going to take a short nap and will be on my feet again at night to study! I love afternoon naps.

Mmm. . .

Sometimes. you just need to take a nap and get over it! =D

Randomonium

Random Pictures + Random Quotes = My Randomonium Post!

It's not unbroken anymore,

How do i get it back the way it was before

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart??

Believe - has a "Lie" in itself. 

Music starts playing like the end of a sad movie

it's kind of ending you don't really wanna see

I'm captivated by you, like a firework show 

'cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile

Oh, Darling don't you ever grow up

Just stay this little

Oh, Darling don't you ever grow up

It could stay this simple

I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairy tale

I'm gonna find someone, someday

who might actually treat me right

And it's too late for you and your white horse to come around, to catch me now.

The Reason behind

I have no idea :P! I just wanted to start writing a new blog as a fresh start with my life. It'll be about everything I guess, for some time maybe until I turn it into a personal one. Anyway, there are a lot of things in life we don't get reasons for and one of it is - my blog "New Strings" As if in a new life. I kind of have no reason for why I started it!

New Life. New ideas. New things. New friends. New memories. New challenge. New problems and New solutions for them =). Writing is my passion, so I enjoy writing right about anything. Anything - I repeat. And sometimes when I write I get carried away.

Sometimes, it's nice to just go along without knowing the reasons - it hurts less.

New Strings

I'll grab the wheel and point it west
Pack the good and leave the rest
and drive until I find the missing piece
You said I wouldn't get too far
with a tank of gas and an empty heart
Got this old guiter and a brand new set of strings.

~ ~ ~ I just created a whole new blog, but I sucessfully imported all the posts from my last blog. I'm just loving the new one. New Strings - my first post coming soon. =D Loving too much humour! ~ ~ ~

Ko'olam Competition. - WON!

The Ko'olam that won us first place. Some teachers said that the colours weren't dark enough. And some said they don't quite get the pattern or the theme of the art. Anyway it was drawn by my friend Rani - who's actually the best when it comes to drawing. Lovely time - we had. The Ko'olam was featured in our school's blog =D 

The theme was Education is Life. We had drawn a pattern like a tree with branches spreading far away from it's root yet not actually separating from the roots. & there were pictures of stationary and the earth. This year's competition was a blast as we won! =D

My friends and I - I hate to be a downer but the picture was not really the best one. Anyway - there we were adding the colours to the Ko'olam we all enjoyed putting together.

The day - Well, not one of the best, but I was getting confused with every step I was taking - Maybe this is the right path or maybe not. studies can bring far than anyone would ever do. Like I said before - Education Is Life . One of my teacher said that it wasn't any good if we don't follow what we ourselves wrote. So - What's Life???

Toodles until next time!  - 'Life's What YOU Make It"

Mood: Relaxed =D

Currently Listening to; Greyhound Bound for Nowhere - Miranda Lambert.

My Wish

My wish isn't to mean everything to everyone but something to someone

Hmmm. . . . .

My blog is turning into my Journal nowadays, maybe it's because I kinda stopped writing my diary for a reason I'm yet to find out. =) I should stop stalking my own blog! Anyway life's in full swing for my exams and it's not a bed of roses to be wrapped up in all these responsibilities. Growing up is scaring me, anyway it's not something we can avoid or anything.

New books on my shelf - Shiver & Linger by Maggie Stiefvater & Death by Denim by Linda Gerber (I bought it for only RM 5.50)

I'm planning to buy Queen of Babble by Meg Cabot for only RM. 20.00 from a friend. Going to stack them all up and get crawled up in them after my SPM.

My after SPM plans made me think of PLKN. I wasn't expecting it, but somehow I was chosen. First came the tears but then came the compliments. So, now I'm actually looking forward to it. How bad can it be. =)

Current addiction is Shania Twain! I always seem to end up with no reasons for things I do and like. And sometimes that's how I like my life to be - free from reasons. Yeah, like it's ever going to be like that. - Wishful thinking! =)

Smile =D

Tell me what to do about you

Mood: Confused :(

I'm stuck! Again. I have no idea what's happening and sometimes the truth is too much to take.
Is it true or something that you make up?. Again
God please show me the right road.

Listening to: World of chances - Demi Lovato

I got a paper and pen
I go to write a goodbye
and that's when I know
I've got a world of chances for you
Chances that you're burning through.

Why can't I hate too??

MOod: Calm, disturbed and at the same time Happy....

Listening to: I'm Grown - Tiffany Evans

I get hated for something I did wrong.. okay I understand but why am being hated for something I apologized?? I wanna hate you as much as you hate me. And believe me I will someday. And that someday might just be around the corner. Gonna start writing my short story - gonna pass it up to the teacher. wohooo!!!

I can't believe, you're tryna block me
Just to playing the games, I thought you'd be
Up in my league but no you can't compete
Back up don't touch gotta give me 50 feet
Cuz Imma on another level
Im bringing things to life like Im japetto
This is the last time that Im gonna tell you
Im doing it big now, you wanna piece let it go

- Love yourself no matter what -

What's the first word that comes into your head when I say

What's the first word that comes into your head when I say. . .

WIS: coffee??
- Black!

WIS: hate??
- You!! :P

WIS: push??
- Hate!

WIS: loud??
- A song by Reba McEntire "Turn on the Radio"!

- I, myself don't get the reasons for my answers! ;D -

LOst!

Mood: Damn sad! :'( and crying!!!!

I lost all my Sports Day pictures!! - I blame this stupid computer for it. I saved it all and for some reason I can't find it. Just like all the pictures when I was in Form 1 and 2. All my chorus speaking pictures got lost. That's it. not gonna keep them in the computer. I'm going to wash them all and keep 'em in an album. The old fashion way. The best way is the Old way. ergh!!! My last Sports Day - and I'm here without nothing but memories saved in my head.

I'm really hoping, some how I can get them all bck. GOD!!! Where are you? please help your child!
HOw do I get over this. My friends are all going to be sad as they were all hoping on me for the pictures and videos as well.

ERGH! - GONNA BREAK SOME GLASS!!

1 July 2011 - The Curse

So why you lookin' so nervous
You know you kind of deserve this
I ought to kill you right now
And do the whole wide world a service
Well my daddy's gonna straighten you out
Like a piece of wire, like a piece of wire

Mood: Tired Sleepy :P (Not at all in the mood to write a post about my Sports Day)
Listening to: White Liar - Miranda Lambert

I'm tired, weak and sick - so not in the mood to write about the Sports Day, so that's gotta wait. It was actually a nice day and I did enjoy it to the max. I was doing well till 12 in the afternoon, got pissed off a bit then got really confused for no reason. Now I'm doing well, my fevers down.

Tomorrow - "The Curse" -  theatre play. Can't wait. Hope I'm gonna love it cause I've always wanted to watch a stage drama. 40 pupils from my school will be atteding I guess, with our English Teacher.

Gotta hit the hay, it's going to be a great day tomorrow (hopefully!)
Good Night Dear Blog of mine. =)

29 June 2011 - Common Sense??

With the weight of those disappointments
Whispering in my ears

Mood: Calm =)
Listening to: You Lie - The Band Perry

What to do? What to do?
Common sense where are you?

If I start using that, I guess you won't be the one talking and taking charge. Well, I leave it to you for now - You'll know why soon.
How to do something, when I'm not sure if it's the right thing to do. Erghh! I'm all messed up.
Anyway, set that a side.Now to the main picture.

Sports Day - Tomorrow!! Can't wait! I'll be definitely posting most of what I do. So till tomorrow adios amigos!

Listening to: One Day You Will - Lady Antebellum

Cold As You

It's been a really hard week for me.

So I decided to have a break, and cleared all my stuffs in my computer.

If our lifes could be as easy as my computer deskstop, I would have cleared all the problem by now. But it isn't as easy as that.  

- Oh what a shame, what a raining ending given to a perfect day. So Just walk away, no use defending words that you would never say. Now  that I'm sitting here, thinking it through - I've never been anywhere as Cold As You -

19 June 2011 - Shame on you

Cont. Post - 5 June 2011.
I just kicked you to the crib with my red high heels
I'm about to show you just how missing me feels.
In my red high heels.

Mood: Pissed out But all doubts cleared.

There you go. It's like I don't know you anymore and that's the clear truth and now I know what you said is a clear fake. I'm not sure if it's the good thing to be posting names here. But I will if things get on my nerves, maybe posting would make me feel better - so let's just wait and see.

I found out everything. and I know more than you think I know - Surprised?? Don't be cause I told you before - I got friends in this town. I just want to point out - you're not well in lying as well. Ain't it a shame? now to know that you have acted so foolishly stupid. anyway past is past and I have future to chase and you won't be anywhere near it - so that's it leave me alone, you white liar.

You have a very weak heart but I'm Not like that - I have a strong heart and you're gonna know that when you hear me giving a piece of my mind to you.

Messing around is it?? I have been told that a Liar is always a Liar, so I've got my pride. You haven't seen the worst of me yet. . .

I can't believe how you can betray a friend??? Shame on you for hurting me knowingly. Shame on you for acting and pretending. Shame on you!

I'll be posting more and the next time I see you, You're getting what you deserve.

P.S: It's not over yet! I'm gonna come at you fast, you better be prepared.

Teacher's Day - 16 May 2011

Hadn't had the time to actually sit and write for a long time. So that's how I ended up posting this now.

Teacher's Day Celebrations!!!
The day started with running late, as usual. But when I arrived at school, it wasn't late after all.

Me and my friend Zurain Indan.

 The hall was decorated beautifully, and there were flowers everywhere, all the teacher's were dressed for their big day and everything was set. There weren't much students who attended but that was just the good part of it, cause as for prefects; we had less to worry about.

 The teacher's followed me and my friend Zurain as they were brought down from the staff room to the event hall.  We took our spots, as the prefect in-charge of the photography took over. It was time for the " CatWalk ". One by one teacher's came down the stairs and did their thing. All of them shined like a star. They all looked stunning indeed. 

  



Teacher Tong

 

Teacher Saras

 

Teacher Aisha

Teacher Sukri

Then as usual, Our headmaster gave his speech, followed by the Head Prefect. Performances by students, crowning of the most popular male teacher and female teacher and other rewards were given to teachers, cake cutting ceremony - were some of the events.

        

Then everyone's favourite - Games!
Music Chairs, Tie the Saree on The Teacher (This isn't actually the name of the game. I just invented it a minute ago.=D) , and many more.

Music Chairs - Both teachers and students participated.

Tie the Saree on The Teacher - as I like to call it!  

In a nutshell, everything went well, but I couldn't stop thinking that this was the last year of school, and the last time I can be a part of this whole event. All the prefects had their part to do and everyone helped in and I did my part and I was happy for that. For my friends; we had fun too.This was our last year celebrating Teacher's Day together anyway.

 

That's all for the day, I guess.
It's never too late to show some love, so to all the teachers -  
Happy Teacher's Day! and my heartfelt Thank You to all the Teachers!

Bored Olives - An e-mail love story

As I was going through . . . . well, I forgot actually what I was going through when I found this blog, but - I found it. The blog, well it's about a 1999 love story between two people namely; Dom and Stacey. I haven't started reading it because I don't have much time, so I became a follower and maybe will be reading soon. I really hope it's going to be fun because this is what the creator of the blog wrote;-

To my delight I discovered a correspondence between two people dating back to 1999. They were truthful, touching and a little funny. I became addicted and felt compelled to share it. Unedited. I hope you enjoy Dom and Stacey as much as I did.

Bored Olives - An e-mail love story

Mood; Better than yesterday! :)

5 June 2011 - Hey White Liar

Hey White Liar;
Truth comes out a little out of time
And It spreads like a fire

Mood; Pissed out!!!

How can people lie straight into someone's face without even a little bit of guilt in them. Don't you feel sympathy when someone says sorry for everything they have done. Didn't you're momma teach you that a fault confessed is half-redressed. Anyway, if what I heard today is true - I'll be gone for good. Don't tell me You've not warned; cause I just did.

I thought everything was wrapping up fine, and I was preparing myself for it - but now it turns out that I'm more scared than ever. Giving another chance?? Well, I don't think it's the right thing to do.

I just hope I can find a door that leads me out of all of this. Lying ain't a crime - but it leaves marks that can never be washed away. So, try not to lie and be prepared to be lied to - is what my mind keeps thinking of.

Why does this have to be this hard?? I have merely no idea. Anyway - I'm all mad and worried at the same time. So Hey White Liar - I'm gonna catch you red handed - and then we'll see who's the boss of it!
P.S You better be careful what you say, it never really added up anyway. But I got friends in this town.

1 June 2011

It's not just a promise, but a vow . . . .

Book Review; P.S. I L Y

I usually don't sit and write reviews for books that i read, but I wanted to give it a try. P.S. I Love You :-

It was a nice book by Cecelia Ahern, The daughter of Irish Prime Minister but wasn't a great one. When I heard about it I thought it would be a book I would want to read again and again but to my disappointment it wasn't one of those books after all.

I usually get a sense of satisfaction when I finish a book, that I completed it, and excitement to move on to the next. Well I was just glad it was over. I had high hopes for this book because the first chunk of it brought me to tears. And I don't cry, so this was pretty significant. But as I went on with the chapters, the tears dried and so did the reading. The story just seemed boring in the middle. I only got my spirit back as the story was wrapping up to an end.

I don't lie, so I did love the ending. At first I thought Daniel is going to be given a chance by Holly, but was glad to know it didn't work out and how Gerry's last order was still on hold even at the end of the story, that part was kind of interesting. It was also nice to know Holly is trying her best at her late husband's order even though she knows she might never be able to love like that again.

In a nutshell, the only thing that had me flipping those pages of the book even though I found it a bit boring was because of the Letter's from Gerry. Even I couldn't wait to read what he had in store for her every month.

"On the other hand, she was a women with a million happy memories, who knew what it was like to experience true love and who was ready to experience more life, more love and make new memories. Whether it happened in ten months or ten years, Holly would obey Gerry's final message. Whatever lay ahead, she knew she would open her heart and follow where it led.
In the meantime, she would just live."

- 27 March 2011-

It's creepy... how the feeling creeps inside of you and finally breaks you down to pieces. I did have a great time with my friends today, but I missed some of my close friends greatly. If life could only be as easy as unwrapping a candy with a surprising center everyday. There might be something different, maybe today it's strawberry and tomorrow I might just surprise myself with mint.

*= Cutie Pie =*

My little nephew *= Cute isn't he? =*
Born on the 16th of May - on Teacher's Day :)
He is the new little bunny of our house. =D
Wondering who he'll grow up into ;D

People

Why do people always drive 10 mph slower than the posted speed when you're in a hurry?

Why do the slower drivers always drive in the "fast lane?"
 
Why don't people smile anymore? Your life is what you decide to make it. We all have bad days but it's a matter of seeing the glass as half full rather than half empty.

a little something. . . .

Now all I do is

Lay there on my bed,
crying over everything that I misread
I tried, but I couldn't get you out my head
and everything that you said

I can't go on living like nothings wrong
I keep hoping you'd come before long
and realise where you belong

and everynight before I fall asleep
I sit and write in my diary
a couple of sorry


Copyright © 2011 Poornima

Nrishma Caturdasi

Happy Nrishma Caturdasi!!!
Happy Fasting!!!

All Work and No Play makes Jack a dull boy

* Surprise!!! *

Baked a cake! that's for sure - I spread the icing and decorated by myself. I guess that explains the condition of the cake. =D Well - the day started as a disaster but soon turned into a day to remember.

We ( me and my friends ) I did most of it - not bragging, just the truth - it was me cause I was the master mind behind it. But without my girls I wouldn't have done it. See! I forgot where I was going with this! = Threw a Surprise Party!

It was for two friends namely ; Ganessa (born on the 5th of May) & Thanesh (born on the 7th of May)
7th was a schooling day and the time table was a simple one which gave us more opportunities to carry out the mission. I'm writing as if we were in an action movie. Sadly Brad Pit nor Will Smith showed up. :(
We ate, laughed and everything above - We created a new memory which would definitely last a life time. :D

No time for snapping so there wasn't much. With the help from my mother, sister and my whole group of friends we finally managed to throw a Surprise Party.

We laughed so much! Hearts were warm with the presence of each other.

"FRIENDS ARE FAMILIES WE CHOOSE"

P.S - I really hope they will appreciate our friendship and everything we've done for them. Amigos! And I do thank them for everything they have done for us.

2nd Exam!!

Wohoo!! got 8 A's!!! gotta work hard and keep my grades up. First exam was quite good but I did much better this time. Wasn't actually happy with my History though. I did well in Section B and essay, but for some reason I don't know why, I didn't do well on the objective questions.

English, Mathematics, Science, Perdagangan - A

BM, Accounts, Geografi, Pend. Moral - A-

History - B+

Anyway, my Mid-term exams starts on the 3rd of May and will be going on for a whole month. Have to spend more time studying. Good Luck for all those sitting for exam next month and definitly Good Luck for myself =D

Anugerah Cemerlang

I really love this year! - I get a lot of Appreciation.

Where Rainbows End

Gaura Purnima

Gaura Purnima - We had a splendid programme and had a great time. This is the first festival of this year afetr Nithyananda Trayodasi last month.  I helped my mother decorate the cake. There was a huge crowd. May Lord Caitanya Mahaprabhu pour His mercy unto everyone.

Rm 4.00

I Must Be One Lucky Girl!!

I keep getting books, since last year!

Did the shooting star fall when I wished for books ?

Anyway, last week after I bought a bunch of books from Popular; here I am again blogging about a new book I have added to my shelf.

A classic by Siegfried Sassoon, titled Memoirs of a Fox-Hunting Man

My sister's teacher was moving so she selled her daughter's old books and this is what my sister bought for me and for just RM 4.00.

Friends!

Gonna miss them all  ='(

Teacher's Day 2010

 

Book, Book, & more Books

Last week: "Popular Book Fair" was in between best and worst. I couldn't find much books that I wanted, but I did find some intersting books.

The books were on discount; starting from 20 percent to 90 percent! & being a member doubled the fun cause I got most of the books with 90 percent discount.

I couldn't get much time, so picked out whatever we came across and thought was interesting. We were running out of time, so me and my sister, well we could only find some.

The place had all kind of books;

My dad bought an Atlas.

My mom bought two cooking books; one was dishes made from toufu and the other was Betty Saw (one of my mother's favourites) 's book of Cookies. It was 40 ringgit, but she got it for just 12 ringgit.

My brother bought a horror book, which had a bulb at the top of the book which light up whenever you open the book; pretty cool huh!

The new additions to my shelf;



• 2 CSI Series Books.
• Playing with the Grown-ups by Sophie Dahl
• The Cupid Effect by Dorothy Koomson
• The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
• Thirty Years in a Turtleneck Sweater by Nick Warren

Can't wait to read 'em all!

A Typical Saturday

A typical Saturday after a whole week of school, tuition, and studying ....

 Started by watching Puss In The Boots for a few minutes. He was sitting comfortably on my dad's motorbike and was enjoying the silence in the air. 

Cleaned up the mess that was taking over my room. I hardly saw the floor; just kidding!.

Called & text ed a bunch of friends, did some poor tricks with my hair bands, and went through my Form 4 novel all over again.

Played a good game of "Risk" with my sister & brother. Conquered most of the territories. Wohoo!!

Took out the big yellow book from my dad's mini-shelf. Went through it a couple of times, cause didn't know what else was better to do.

Surfed the Internet and wrote some chapters and cursed the computer a million times for being dead slow. But now the problems solved.

Went to the park and watched the waters flow.

Ate some home made chocolate cake. Yummy!! p.s: My mom fell in love with the oven again.

Not so interesting after all. . .